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Writer: Tiberius Date Mon Sep 14 17:14:51 2026 To All Shadow ( Joules Drakkara Imm RP ) Subject The Long Road Home: An Unexpected Answer pt. 1
The desert did not answer him.
For three weeks Tiberius Caine had given it ample opportunity.
He had come stripped of nearly everything that might distinguish a Knight
from a beggar. Gone were the blackened plates and dark trappings of the
Order. Gone were the banners, the ceremonies, the familiar stones of Storm
Keep. He carried an axe because even an ascetic need not be a fool, a
waterskin because faith did little to quench thirst, and airy cloth enough
to spare his flesh the worst of the Thalosian sun.
Everything else, he had left behind - including, he increasingly suspected,
his purpose.
By day the desert burned. By night it froze. Between those extremes
stretched an infinity of sand, in which a man might walk from sunrise until
sunset and still find no evidence that Creation had noticed his passage.
Tiberius had prayed at first. He prayed as his mother had taught him when
he was a boy. He prayed as the priests had instructed him. He prayed as a
soldier: plainly, directly, without poetry. Then he prayed angrily.
Finally, he stopped.
Lord Necrucifer was dead.
No revelation had descended to correct that fact. No whisper followed upon
the wind. No black miracle rose from beneath the sands. The Master of
Darkness was dead.
Tiberius crouched beneath the meager shade of a sandstone shelf and watched
heat dance across the horizon. "What becomes of an oath, " he asked aloud,
"when the one who received it is gone?"
The desert answered as it always did: with nothing.
Tiber laughed once beneath his breath, "Thought so." He drank sparingly
and continued south.
Near dusk he found the bones.
There was nothing remarkable about finding death in the Thalosian wastes.
He had passed the remnants of animals before, and twice those of men - these
belonged to the latter. Most of the skeleton had disappeared beneath
shifting sand. A portion of bleached ribcage remained exposed alongside one
arm, the skeletal fingers curled as though their owner had died clutching at
the earth.
Tiberius nearly walked past before something caught the dying sunlight - A
small point of crimson-black gleamed beneath the skeletal hand.
He stared at it for several moments before crouching. "Still coveting your
treasures, are you?" Tiber brushed the bones aside, revealing a dagger in
the sand.
It was an old weapon, though surprisingly untouched by rust. The blade was
narrow and darkened, its leather grip dry but intact. Set within the pommel
was a many-faceted stone, scarcely larger than the end of his thumb.
Tiberius turned it toward the light. Black at first glance, red beneath.
Something deeper still when the angle changed.
He frowned, "Ugly thing..."
I have been called worse.
Tiberius dropped the dagger. His axe was in his hands before the weapon
struck the sand. Nothing moved. The desert stretched empty around him.
"Show yourself!"
No answer. His midnight-blue eyes swept the rocks, the dunes, the shallow
depression through which he had approached... Nothing.
He waited. A minute passed, then another. Tiberius looked down at the
dagger and shook his head. "No."
Silence.
He nudged it with the edge of his sandal. Nothing. Slowly, he crouched and
reached for it. His calloused fingers closed around the grip.
Better.
Tiberius hurled it away.
Laughter entered his thoughts. Not loud laughter. Not mad laughter. A
low, rasping amusement entirely too pleased with itself.
Tiberius stared at the weapon lying several paces away. "What are you?"
Thirsty...
His expression hardened. "...So am I."
Then already, we possess something in common.
Writer: Tiberius Date Mon Sep 14 17:31:10 2026 To All Shadow ( Joules Drakkara Imm RP ) Subject The Long Road Home: An Unexpected Answer pt. 2
Tiberius did not retrieve the dagger. Instead he sat, resting his
forearms across his knees as the sun continued its descent behind him.
"Spirit?"
Perhaps.
"Demon?"
A pause.
Would that trouble you?
"No."
This time the laughter was unmistakable.
No... I suppose it wouldn't.
Tiberius's brow furrowed. "And what is that supposed to mean?"
Nothing.
"You know something about me."
Several things.
"Such as?"
Your name is Tiberius Caine.
His hand drifted toward the axe. The voice chuckled again.
And you talk in your sleep.
Tiberius went still. "How long have you been listening?"
Longer than you have been listening to me.
The wind pushed a thin veil of sand across the blade. Tiberius rose,
crossed the intervening distance, and picked it up again. The presence
returned immediately. Not stronger, precisely, but clearer - a sensation
like another consciousness standing just beyond a door.
"You heard my prayers."
Some were difficult not to.
Tiber's jaw tightened. "Careful..."
You showed less restraint when addressing your dead god.
The fingers wrapped around the dagger tightened now, too.
"You will speak of Him with respect."
Silence followed. Then, without the earlier amusement:
Even now?
"Especially now."
Another pause.
Interesting.
Tiberius looked down at the jewel. "You've my name. What am I to call you?"
Anything you like.
"Your own name will do."
No.
"Why?"
Because names have power, Tiberius Caine.
"You have mine."
I do.
"And I don't have yours."
You are very observant.
Tiberius exhaled through his nose. "You're irritating."
So I have been told.
"Do you know why my prayers went unanswered?"
For the first time, the thing within the jewel did not answer immediately.
The last edge of the sun slipped beneath the horizon while Tiberius waited.
Yes.
One word. Tiberius's eyes narrowed upon the jewel. "Then tell me."
No.
"Why not?"
Because you already know.
Tiberius stared at the dagger. "...Necrucifer is dead."
Yes.
"That isn't what I meant."
I know.
His fingers tightened around the grip. "Then you are useless to me."
Tiberius cast the dagger back beside the bones and started walking. Ten
paces. Twenty. Thirty. He continued until darkness swallowed the corpse
behind him, then stopped and stood there for some time.
"Damn you," he spat beneath his breath.
He retraced his steps. The dagger remained where he had thrown it. When he
picked it up, the voice said nothing. That irritated him even more.
He tucked the weapon through the sash at his waist. "You will answer me eventually."
The presence seemed almost to smile.
Perhaps.
Tiberius resumed walking. Neither spoke for nearly an hour. Stars emerged
overhead by the thousands, indifferent and remote. At length the voice broke
the silence.
Where are you going?
"South."
I can see that.
The man glanced down at the dagger. "Then why ask?"
Because south is a direction, not a destination.
"I don't have one."
A pause.
Ah.
"What?"
Nothing.
Tiberius continued his aimless journey deeper into the desert.
The heavens remained silent.
The thing at his hip did not.
Writer: Tiberius Date Mon Sep 14 20:35:10 2026 To All Shadow ( Joules Drakkara Imm RP ) Subject The Long Road Home: A Question of Faith
The fourth morning began with an argument.
"I don't snore."
You do.
Tiber tightened the knot of his waterskin and continued south.
"I've shared barracks with enough men to know otherwise."
Perhaps they were being polite.
"Soldiers? Polite?"
A moment passed.
A fair point.
Four days had passed since Tiberius found the dagger among the bones.
Four days since solitude, which he had deliberately sought, became
considerably less solitary.
He had learned little about his new companion. The presence within the
jewel claimed no name, offered no origin, and answered questions concerning
its nature with an evasiveness that Tiber increasingly suspected was
deliberate. It spoke when it pleased and fell silent when pressed too
closely.
What it knew of him was another matter entirely.
"You've avoided my question since yesterday."
Which one?
"You know which one."
I know several you've asked since yesterday.
Tiber cast a dour glance toward the dagger tucked into his sash. "How much
did you hear before you decided to introduce yourself?"
Enough.
"Enough to know my name. Enough to know whom I served."
Serve.
His stride slowed. "What?"
You said 'served.'
He resumed walking. "He is dead."
We established that.
"Then past tense seems appropriate."
Does it?
The question followed him for several paces. He finally stopped.
"You enjoy this."
What?
"Answering questions with questions."
Only when the second is better than the first.
Tiber shook his head and continued on.
By midday, the heat had driven even the desert winds into submission. He
found shelter beneath a crooked shelf of stone and settled there to wait out
the worst of the sun. Sweat darkened the cloth between his shoulders. His
waterskin had grown troublingly light.
For some time, neither spoke. Then Tiber drew the dagger and held it before
him, turning the crimson-black jewel between thumb and forefinger.
"You know of Necrucifer."
Yes.
"More than His name?"
Yes.
Tiber waited. Nothing followed.
"And?"
You didn't ask another question.
His eyes narrowed.
You really must stop making that face. It has accomplished very little thus far.
A reluctant breath escaped Tiber's nose, something perilously near a laugh.
"What was He to you?"
For once, no answer came immediately. The stone rested dark and silent between his fingers.
Tiber waited.
That is a better question.
"Will you answer it?"
Another silence.
Not yet.
Tiber studied the jewel. "But there is an answer."
There is always an answer.
"You've spent four days proving otherwise."
No. I have spent four days declining to give them to you.
That nearly earned the dagger another flight into the sand.
Nearly.
Instead, Tiber returned it to his sash. "One day, I'm going to leave you where I found you."
No, you aren't.
The certainty of it made him look down. "You seem very sure of that."
You came into this desert seeking answers. I am the first thing you've found that possesses any.
Tiberius had no reply.
The presence, mercifully, did not laugh.
Writer: Tiberius Date Mon Sep 14 21:13:18 2026 To All Shadow ( Joules Drakkara Imm RP ) Subject The Long Road Home: What Endures pt. 1
By the seventh day, Tiberius had stopped throwing the dagger.
He had also stopped pretending he might.
"Water."
Yes.
Tiber lifted the waterskin and shook it beside his ear. The answer was
an unsatisfying slosh. "I'm running out."
I had noticed.
"And?"
And you are running out of water.
He stared down at the dagger.
There is that face again.
"For something so old, you're remarkably useless."
Silence.
Tiber's brow furrowed. "What?"
I don't recall telling you I was old.
That stopped him. The morning sun had only begun its climb, but heat
already shimmered above the dunes ahead. Tiber looked down at the
crimson-black stone set within the pommel.
"You didn't."
No.
"You sound old."
What does "old" sound like?
"You."
The presence laughed.
Tiber continued south. They had settled into something resembling a
routine. He walked when the heat permitted it, sheltered when it did not,
and slept when exhaustion finally overcame discomfort. The presence
accompanied All three with varying degrees of commentary.
It never slept. That much, Tiberius had determined. Whether it could not,
or simply chose not to remained another unanswered question.
"How old are you?"
Old enough.
"For what?"
Most things.
Tiberius snorted.
By midday he found the remnants of a dry wash cutting between two ridges of
sandstone. A withered tamarisk clung stubbornly to one bank, its roots
disappearing beneath cracked earth.
Tiber came to a halt. "There was water here."
Once.
He knelt beside the lowest point and scraped aside the surface with his
fingers. The earth beneath was darker. He began digging.
You have done this before.
"I've been thirsty before."
That wasn't what I meant.
His hands slowed. "Then say what you mean."
You endure discomfort remarkably well.
A humorless laugh escaped him. "Practice."
The presence went quiet. Tiber dug deeper and dampness eventually gathered
beneath his fingers. Not water, not yet, but enough promise to keep him
working.
Writer: Tiberius Date Mon Sep 14 21:17:59 2026 To All Shadow ( Joules Drakkara Imm RP ) Subject The Long Road Home: What Endures pt. 2
Tropica.
His hands stopped. For several seconds, the only sound was his breathing.
"What about it?"
You mentioned it in your sleep.
Tiber sat back upon his heels. "What did I say?"
Very little that made sense.
"Then forget it."
No.
He looked toward the dagger. "That wasn't a request."
I know.
His jaw worked once. "I spent two years there."
The presence said nothing.
"In chains."
Still nothing.
Perhaps it was the silence that made him continue.
"Chaos took me when I was seventeen. Put me to labor near the Warp.
When I wasn't working, sometimes they put me in a pit."
To fight?
"To entertain them."
A pause.
Did you?
"Did I what?"
Entertain them.
He stared at the damp earth between his knees. Then, despite himself, he chuckled.
"Occasionally."
The answering amusement was quieter than usual. Tiber returned to digging.
Yet afterward you became a soldier.
"I was a soldier before."
At seventeen?
"My father started earlier."
And that made it wise?
Tiber's fingers stopped again. "You ask too many questions."
So I have been told.
"By whom?"
Silence.
Again he paused to looked at the dagger. "Oh, now you have nothing to say."
I have many things to say. You simply aren't entitled to All of them.
"Convenient."
Very.
Tiberius shook his head and returned to the hole.
By late afternoon, a shallow pool of muddy water had seeped into its bottom.
He strained it through cloth, filled the waterskin, and drank only after
waiting long enough for the worst of the grit to settle. It tasted of
earth.
It was magnificent.
You survived two years in chains.
Tiber lowered the skin. "Yes."
Then escaped them. Returned home. Swore yourself to your god. Lost Him.
And walked into a desert to discover what remained.
Tiber's expression slowly hardened. "You've been assembling me."
Naturally.
"...Why?"
For several moments, there was only the dry whisper of wind through the tamarisk.
I like to know what I am traveling with.
Tiber glanced at the dagger. "And what have you decided?"
The answer came without hesitation.
You are very difficult to kill.
Tiber barked a laugh. "That's your grand conclusion?"
Thus far.
He took another drink. "I've been called worse."
A pause, then the presence laughed in turn.
Tiberius realized why a moment later. "Oh... Damn you."
Writer: Tiberius Date Mon Sep 14 21:41:29 2026 To All Shadow ( Joules Drakkara Imm RP ) Subject The Long Road Home: The Other Pilgrim
On the ninth night, Tiberius caught the presence watching the stars.
At least, that is what he decided.
He lay beneath an outcropping with one arm folded behind his head, the
day's heat slowly bleeding from the stone beneath him. The dagger rested
upon his chest, its jewel reflecting nothing of the heavens overhead. For
nearly an hour, neither had spoken.
"You can see them, can't you?"
See what?
"The stars."
A pause.
Yes.
Tiber looked upward. "Through me?"
No.
That interested him. "Then you can see from the jewel."
In a manner of speaking.
"Can you hear without me holding it?"
Obviously.
"How far?"
Far enough.
Tiber smiled faintly. "You're doing it again..."
Doing what?
"Giving me the smallest answer you think will satisfy me."
And yet, you remain unsatisfied. A persistent flaw in the method.
"Maybe you're losing your touch."
The presence chuckled.
Tiber let the silence return. A thin, red moon and a half-full white one
hung low upon the horizon, while above them the stars shone in numbers
impossible to appreciate from beneath a city sky.
"Do you miss them?"
No answer.
Tiber waited.
Still nothing.
His smile returned, threatening a smirk. "That one landed somewhere."
You are becoming tiresome.
"I've had an excellent teacher."
A low rasp of amusement entered his thoughts.
"So you do."
Do what?
"Miss something."
The amusement disappeared.
The man turned the dagger between his fingers. "You know where I'm from.
You know who I served. You know where I've been... I know nothing about
you."
That arrangement has served me quite well.
"I'm sure it has."
He returned his gaze to the sky. "Were you always in this?"
The jewel remained silent.
"That's a no."
That is an assumption.
"You'd have said yes."
Another silence. Tiberius grinned.
Don't look so pleased with yourself.
"I finally got an answer."
You guessed.
"Correctly."
Perhaps.
"There you are again."
The presence gave something resembling a sigh.
For a while, Tiber was content to leave the victory there. The desert
cooled around him. Somewhere beyond the rocks came the faint skitter of
some nocturnal creature emerging to hunt.
Eventually, the voice spoke.
What do you believe I am?
Tiber considered the question. "Not a spirit."
Why?
"You would've told me."
Would I?
"You let me think demon was closer."
No answer.
"And you know too much."
About?
"Necrucifer. Me. Probably Shadow."
That silence was different. Tiberius noticed. "There it is."
There is what?
"You know the Order."
Many know of the Order of Shadow.
"Not what I said."
For once, the presence had no clever answer ready.
Tiber lifted the dagger above him, studying the dark jewel against the
stars. "Whatever you are, you've crossed Shadow's path before."
You sound very certain.
"I'm learning."
A long silence followed.
Yes.
He lowered the dagger slightly. It was the first thing the presence had given him freely.
"Friend or enemy?"
Must I have been only one?
Tiber considered that. "No."
Good.
"Which were you last?"
The presence laughed softly.
You were doing so well.
Tiberius shook his head, but there was little irritation in it now. "One day."
Perhaps.
The familiar answer drew a quiet snort from him.
He set the dagger beside his head and closed his eyes. "Good night, whatever you are."
Several moments passed.
Good night, Tiberius Caine.
His eyes opened. The presence said nothing more.
Writer: Tiberius Date Mon Sep 14 22:22:02 2026 To All Shadow ( Joules Drakkara Imm RP ) Subject The Long Road Home: Chains Again
The tenth morning brought hoofbeats.
Tiberius heard them sometime after sunrise, distant enough at first to be
mistaken for the shifting complaint of sand beneath the wind.
He stopped in his tracks.
"Hear that?"
Yes.
Tiber climbed the nearest rise and crouched below its crest. The desert
stretched southward beneath him, broken by sandstone and scrub. Nothing
moved. The hoofbeats had stopped.
"How many?"
I couldn't say.
"Couldn't, or won't?"
Couldn't.
He frowned. The distinction did little to reassure him.
He remained there several minutes before descending the dune. His axe rode
loosely in one hand now.
"Travelers?"
Perhaps.
Tiberius snorted. "There's that answer again..."
I thought you might appreciate its versatility.
The man shook his head and continued south, though more slowly than before.
The sun climbed. No riders appeared behind him. An hour passed.
Then two.
By midday, Tiber had begun to wonder whether whoever traveled nearby had
simply turned elsewhere.
He found tracks shortly thereafter.
Several horses had crossed his trail before turning southward. Tiber knelt
beside the impressions, studying them. The edges were still sharp.
"Recent."
Very.
His gaze followed their course.
"They're circling around me."
No answer.
He rose. "You knew."
I suspected.
"And neglected to mention it?"
You had already noticed.
Tiberius muttered something unkind beneath his breath and changed course
toward a broken line of sandstone. Open ground favored horses - the rocks
did not. He had nearly reached them when the presence spoke:
Behind you.
He turned to witness a horseman cresting the dune at full gallop.
Tiber's axe came up as something unfolded through the air between them. A
weighted net struck him across the shoulders and chest. He staggered
beneath it, one weight whipping around his arm while another caught behind
his knee.
He hit the sand hard. More hoofbeats thundered from either side.
Tiberius rolled, dragging the net with him, and hacked at the cords. The
first strand parted beneath the axe.
A rider shouted. Another weight snapped tight around Tiber's ankle. He
twisted onto one knee and tore an arm free.
Something struck his neck. He slapped a hand against the sting and found a
short dart lodged beneath his jaw.
"Bastards..."
He ripped it free. The world shifted.
Tiberius lurched upright anyway. A man approaching on foot received the
haft of his axe across the mouth and disappeared from view. Someone else
seized the net. Tiber dragged him forward hard enough to send him
sprawling.
His legs stopped cooperating. He fell to one knee and the desert tilted sideways.
Hands closed around him. He struck at one, caught another by the wrist, and
heard someone curse. His strength remained, but his body answered each
command later than it should.
The dagger. His hand went instinctively toward his sash.
Someone tore it away. Tiber twisted toward the man, but faces had begun to
smear together beneath the white glare of the sun.
"Give..." His tongue felt thick. |